Okay, so life's been pretty awesome if rather inconvenient for the past few weeks, but meh.

Here is a short summary in case I forget: So there's this contest I wanted to join started by a local anime station and it begun on September (I think). All I had to do was make my original comics, a minimum of 6 sheets and a maximum of 10 based on the theme "I AM HERO". It's first deadline was on October 13, I didn't finish it on that day, but my golly, they extended it to Oct. 29. Plenty of time right? Well, it just so happens that I've been dribbling a lot of plots for a story and didn't finish what I would have submitted on Oct. 29. No worries though, it was extended to November 11; but holy of holies, I was geting ready to crap myself because I really wanted to join and I haven't done anying substatial for the story yet!!!!! So, Nov. 11 passed and it was again extended, (the really FINAL deadline) to Nov. 20.

November 20, 2009: It was looking to be a great day. Cloudy, with a hint of rain. I had little sleep trying to finish my work, I have decided to be absent for the whole day, so I really got to pass. I willed myself to. The flashback page was giving me trouble for all those blank spaces I have to ink black. (I was doing it manually). Then by 7 in the morning I got scared because I still had 3 pages to do. Subduing my panic attack, I finished drawing the 3 pages by eleven. I lined the sketches but left the dialogue in pencil because I meant to change a few words. So I went downstairs, ate brunch, watched tv for several minutes, then took a bath. Went to school at 12:30 p.pm, intending to finish an assignment and attend one class. Never got to do it. So instead, I bought a black marker (mine went out of ink and I wasn't finished with some pages) a 0.5 black sign pen, and a ruler because I forgot mine at home. I finished the whole comics by 5:30 p.m. Stupid Friend who said she'll help me with it but didn't asked/begged me to go with her which resulted in my missing my class and destroying my assignment which I didn't get to pass because she destroyed it. Duh. Maybe I'll tell her I feel bad about that! Dx So by 6:30, I still had to fill up a biodata. I was aiming to submit it by 7. Mother took too long to reply (turned out she didn't receive any of my text messages until we were together) and it was already 7:05, went to the shop. Harassed her till she went with me (she's sort of my lucky charm): I forgot to attach my picture to my biodata so when we arrived at the delivery center, we went out again to have my picture taken. Nearby photo shop's printer was effing acting freaky so went to nearby Internet cafe. Took my picture with my phone (my picture was super ugleh, I'm not really beautiful but damn, that picture made it hit home 8( hahahahah) and printed it instead. Finished all of this and went back to delivery center. Time was 7:30, my heart beating staccatos in my chest, I feared they were close and wouldn't accept any more deliveries. Good thing Filipinos are good people, mother had asked the girl to wait for me. So, yeah, by quarter to 8, I had sent my entry.

Phew. For all the trouble I went through, i'd be laughing my head off for a couple of days if I don't win. HAHAHAHAHA but it would be good if I win, I'd go to Manila straight away!
The feeling I had completed something and was able to join is already good enough. Plus, they'll be posting them online. Can't wait.

November 22: In the forum I recently joined where I was super active (I enjoyed that RPG Traitor Game before I was voted out hehehehe) an admin contacted me.
Why did he contact me?
Because he's going to make me a moderator. YEEEEEEES! So cool, my interview is tomorrow on YM at ten in the morning. Can't wait. It's a record, I've only been a member for a little more than a month, and this has happened? How awesome.

*******
That drawing tablet better be available tomorrow or else. Mother's also buying me a laptop. Great. Awesome. This month has been just been too good for me (even with the scrapes but they were all my fault so...yeah..). Have complete Anne Rice's THE VAMPIRE CHRONICLES (better be envious! hah!). Love my new study table because it's made of wood and it was my own simple design, and it's high enough for me just the way I like it.

And Naruto's NaruSaku has died. And I saw Byakuya and Kenpachi together and it made my yaoi fangirl see sparks and twinkles and hearts.

And xxxHolic's awesome as always. Poor Watanuki-kun's pining for Yuuko, and Yuuko is like his wife was in 193 just what I wished for on my birthday and she's so pretty and darn too awesome even when she's doing nothing.

Overall, I'm feeling too happy to let anything faze me overly much.

hm, it's 1 a.m, stil has a class tomorrow at 8, which ends at 10, an interview tomorrow at 10 (hope my bubbly self doesn't show to be too hyper even on chat...becasue it sometimes does), lunch at 12, class till 3, duty from 3 to 6, class from 6 to 7:30.

I love my life.

I love Bleach.
Rawr.
It's just that sometimes,it is a love-hate relationship.

And right now, I LOVE it. Really, really, really, Love it.

And not because of its ichiruki hints. Oh no. It totally is.   As usual, Tite Kubo places pretty in art. Poetry in black and white. I anticipated two things from the ending of last chapter which showed Ichigo travelling fast to somewhere we didn't know till this chapter. :D  1) He'd arrive to help Shinji, 2) He'd be by Rukia's side. xD

No. 2 happened. I am late about this chapter because of a trip to Cebu last Friday, but I still had the same squeals. I MISSED THIS KIND OF BLEACH AND THIS ICHIGO. Was he like this with orihime? Oh, wait, they didn't talk about anything else between conversations of 'help me, Kurosaki-kun!'. There's no comparison here, whatsoever.


So, I kept waiting for the whole page of something familiar to that whole page of hero Ichigo-in-a-cape of the Deathberry Returns chapter...it didn't come. I was wondering how Ichigo would next carry her. Like a bag of poatoes? Bridal-style? Close to his heart?

hmmm...Kubo wisely didn't show me.

>8)

Helloooooo~ how do you think I'd react if I saw  half-naked in tattered clothes an almost naked Ichigo clutching Rukia??? I'd die in glorious euphoria. Wait. No. I can't. I gotta reserve that kind of reaction for the day this couple becomes canon. And do it publicy. For the added drama.

Anyway.
Since almost everyone I know had ranted on and on about this chapter. And I don't need to add anything to that; they already said enough. ^-^ Especially about the over-the-physical plane kind of understanding Rukia has on Ichigo. :) It reminds me of that time when she didn't know that Ichigo went on a secret training witht he Vaizards and all she said was, "As long as he's fine, it's okay." Touched my heart, it did. *wipes tear*

I will just vent on the one page - one line - that Ichigo said in this chapter.


As usual, Ichigo is expectant of nothing else and looking forward to going home with Rukia in tow. Home to Earth. (Remember chapter 181? kind of similar, really). Is he that used to Rukia being a constant in his life that for one second, that for a whole hour or maybe he was just being impulsive, he forgets that Rukia isn't really, in a sense, at home in Earth? She lives in Soul Society, and is even a noble there. Really, Ichigo, what a teenage boy you really are. You really are showing all the symptoms of being in-love for a teenager before he realizes he is in-love and awfully needs a separation perion (again!) to realize it (finally!). My dear, does Rukia have to be in Earth and living with you under the same roof for you to call Earth home? aaaaw, now I want my Ichigo. T-T
And once again, it's his back we see after making such  a declaration. That must have been really intense and awfully sincere. He probably must miss those Karakura Arc days - before reality started kicking in.

After not seeing Rukia for many months, this is almost worth it. :) But, it seems that for the next chapter, we won't be seeing any more IchiRuki... 8c And Rukia hasn't seen Ichigo in vaizard form yet, has she? (And Ichigo doesn't want her to see this part of him...he's probably afraid of her reaction to it...cause he doesn't want it too much either, only wants it for the boost in power it gives him)  I want to see her reaction to it. Especially Ichigo in 'monster-hollow' form. And Ichigo, stop telling Rukia to stay behind your back! Let her help cause she wants to to help you boy! Seriously, I know you want her safe and be her saviour/protector, but don't overdo it that you make her feel she can do nothing for you! (...on second thought, maybe I should be telling this part to Kubo...?)

P.S.
Yammi is HUGE. Is he some sort of arachnid? He has more than one set of legs....see on 378, p 2; p 10

Time is flowing so fast that I didn't notice that its almost October which means that the realization that final exams are like two weeks away literally had my mouth hanging open in a sorry imitation of a big, capital, 'O'.

Damn it.

I have to make a set of alphabets and numbers and my stubborn, creatively artistic side has to make it manually! I won't be doing it the easy way, printing it. I have a possibly 2-inch or more of compilations to make on two major subjects. I still don't know my midterm grade on one subject and it has me worried. Midterm results were...unexpected. I expected me to flunk because I didn't study seriously at all but they were all above average. God, I love you. And I'm super lucky.

Teachers love me too. At least, when I plan to participate in the class cause then there's going to be a lively discussion.

I'm reminded of the evaluation I have to do about another school's preschool program. The last school I visited didn't exactly give me a warm welcome. *sigh* I have to do it formally too so I'll be writing a letter to them and presenting it personally, and I'll have to be my impressive self, but not too impressive that I come off as arrogant. Really, why can't I just ask them the way I ask my mama! 
Then it's going to be easier because it would just be:
me: Mama, you're so baaaaa~d~~ puh~lease~~~ (in short, whiny)
mama: No.
me: *puppy-dog eyes and pouting lips*
mama:...
me:*skulks*
mama: okay.
me: *appears grateful and happy but once she's gone, grins evilly*

See, that's a nice scenario between me and my mother! (Happens when shopping and asking her to do something else for me 8)) but, noooo~ principals and teachers like to breathe down your neck in an attempt to choke you with all the formalities they want!

 Stupid friend had a heart attack and refuses to be checked by a doctor! Dx

I have promised two of my friends and vowed to my bestfriend, that before this year is up, they'll be reading a comic I made. My bestfriend already did one, and it was simply amazing...that she had the patience to do all that. (We actually hade this contest once on who drew manga better and I won. xD ...the next summer is for me to do charcoal portraits, good luck for me with that, cause I have to juggle it with my official sumer classes---who knew PreSchool Education would be troublesome, that's why I took it for Gawd's sakes! I wanted to breeze through college, not camp in the library during my pseudo-freetime! DDDDD8)

I really want to make one. And that promise has been on-hold for a year already. I already have the story in my mind, the characters are all made up, and I have their character sketches too...*sigh*
...maybe once I finally manage to buy the French curve and the nibs I really want? *hopefully soon, I'm always tired these days*

I'm going crazy. @_@ Seriously. Who the heck stiffles a giggle when she's in front of the class, her report interrupted because the teacher isn't satisfied? Me? ME??? Yeah, me.

My research paper. And another report. Then tests. Fuck them I want my sleep.

Found out I'm quite popular. LOL
( You really wanna find out why? -_- )...I'm not large, I'm just big-boned. Ah, classic! xD

I want to hide from people, where it's safe from being hurt, and sad and crying. but I need to be loved, which is why I endure all the hurt, the sadness, and the tears. I am human, and that is life.

I cried.

For the fourth time in my life,a freaking manga made me cry. 8c

First time, Bleach. 2nd time, Naruto. 3rd time, Absolute Boyfriend(oh God, why the ending???)

4rth time.

xxxHolic.

Gosh Yuuko. I love you. You made poor Watanuki-kun cry! and you made me cry Watanuki!Is that how much you love Yuuko-sama? Dx why Yuuko? OH WHY CLAMP????

Damn.

Damn.

Damn.

How stupid can I get???

I reset my phone's security code last night when I woke up briefly from my sleep, obviously still groggy and oh so obviously should have never done it.

I CAN'T remember the new code.

I CAN'T unlock my phone.

argh...

...I feel so bad...

T__________T

Have you ever had a friend that made you feel as if the two of you were halves of a whole?

Geez. 8)
Damn. It makes me believe in reincarnation. It's simply unnatural.

She went to my house today and we spent the afternoon together~ 
We haven't seen each other for MONTHS! Both of us we're so busy with school and our life and everything~  And when I saw her standing across the road, just her usual self, looking bored, my lips just went into a very, very big smile. She did too. Geez, just remembering the pleasure of seeing her once again makes my heart swell big time. We were like two friends who were never separated. Ever.

We're better than sisters. we even fancy ourselves twins. XD Just for the heck of it.
And it's so weird. We are like old, long-time friends. We've known each other for three years (though the time we actually spend together could fit only a year... DX). In truth, we wouldn't EVEN know each other if our mutual friend didn't introduce us to each other...she only introduced us cause she thought we were like twins. Another odd thing, in our elementary years, we didn't get a chance to be friends when I was her friend's friend and I sometimes went ot their room. hmm...our mutual friend even says we look kinda alike. That fact thrills me to no end, even though it can't be true. She has brownish hair, mine is black, though it turns a deep brown when hit by the sun. My eyes are rounder (almond-shaped) compared to her chinky eyes. She's thinner than me.

But we get along so well. It's like we travel on the same wavelength. We feel we understand each other. Damn. I really am missing her loads even now... I like/love our friendship very much. We are both cruelly honest. And it doesn't hurt because we both appreciate honesty. We've got so much to say that we can't say to others. We are both good at keeping secrets. And...the best description would be, I am almost like Jennifer and she is alot like me. We both know and understand that.

There is this connection between us. As I said, it can almost make me belive in reincarnation. What, with how comfortable we are with each other right after our eyes locked on that fateful afternoon.

Both into books, anime, and drawing. 8D Oh, and I gotta say in so much more. hahaha She's like, more serious than me. I'm the one who cracks the corny jokes, the sort of prankster and the one weaving castles in the air. She's the one who deadpans me when she thinks I've unforgivably given a very corny joke...but laughs at it nonetheless, who tells me to shut up so I can listen to what she'd tell me, the one who is, at  times, the instigator of some of our unforgettable cheesy moments.

Geez, never noticed how much I missed seeing her everyday until now when I managed to put down to words something about us.

Wish she'd come by the house again.

Till we see each other again.

Two Halves Of A Whole. I'll bet my talent she agrees to that. 8D

*afterthought* She's the only one who can get rid me of my doubts about SasuSaku and NaruHina actually being canon. Just her saying "that's the trend in these mangas" calmed me down. ~.~ Even though its not gospel truth.
*afterthought2*My nose started going runny and itchy. Must be the weather. Or swine flu. hahahaha
*afterthought3*It's supposed to be summer. It's supposed to be two months of unlimited sun. But it's raining every now and then. Global Warming...oh my...

guys, anyone read 341 yet???

At last, we are given the fight between Ichigo and ulquiorra after  like forever! And really, I got to say I like it. Chapter 341 is entitled The Envy, but more than that I really, really, really love the part where Ichigo suddenly grabs Ulquiorra's hand as he was about to stab him, and Ichigo says that he can see ulquiorra's moves...and that was probably because he had become more like his hollow....or....Ulquiorra has become more human...

So, Ulquiorra goes, "I...have become more human?" and we see him looking at Orihime (from my pov, cause I'm a ulquihime), or Orihime is shown in a panel... "I see." And Ulquiorra goes BOOM! angry. ahahaha, i don't get why Ulquiorra is pissed that there is the possibility of him becoming more human BECAUSE of (just being/spending time with) Orihime. hahahaha *making speculations out of nothing...with everyhting in this chapter*

~~~~~some dubbing fault?~~~~
bleach is being shown locally here in the Philippines so it has been dubbed into Filipino. There is no problem there but there is one episode that i get a kick of. It's episode 17, where Kisuke's supposed to tell Ichigo that 'determination is stronger than steel'. That is the part I'm getting butt-kicked, cause Kisuke just said it in such a way that there could be no contest about Ichiruki.

This is what he said, "Ang pag-ibig ay mas malakas sa kahit na anong sandata." Take note, that pag-ibig is the equivalent of the word love. He said that to Ichigo, in place of the 'determination is stronger than steel' line. hahaha. of course, to make it clearer, the English translation of "Ang pag-ibig ay mas malakas sa kahit na anong sandata" would be "Love is stronger than any weapon."

And he told that to Ichigo straight to his face. Now, I don't know why they had it translated in such a way that they used pag-ibig when they could simply have used determinasyon. Hahaha I guess, even the dubbers are big fans of Ichiruki, ne?

Nabuang na ko oi. Bale pud ning di ta ka-kuan gikan sa balay...bale oi.Sige na kung way sulud sulud sa klase. hahahahaha, bantay ra na gyud ko ani sa akong maestra, patay gyud ko. Hahaha, tabang! Makatola ma ni oi. bag-ong tuig na pero di pud ko ganahan ani oi. WAAAAhh--di na gyud ko!! kinahanglan na gyud kong magbag-o!

Ahayzzzzz...I'm tired.

I just read the last entry of mine and I just realized too that I was 5 years old in 1996, which means that I have been watching it even before I was five years old...hehehehe...


So, the other week, we were having intramurals, and my good friend (who i always thought was quiet and silent..he's a guy) mentioned the Sword of Truth series in passing. I asked him about, and curse me if he didn't start hyperventilating. Gosh, I'm not even sure if I can do the same for a series that;s not an anime...hmm...So he told me about the story, and how he really, really wants to read the last book...and well, my curiosity got aroused and i just hd to know why he was so enthusiastic about it. I downloaded the book, and read it. Nice story, though I'm still in the firt book. Can someone please tell what happens in the future of the other books? Is Darken Rahl still present in the other books? you know, that kind of stuff...my friend won't tell me, he keeps on saying I'l just have to read it...the cheek...

---> totally unrelated: my other friend, also a guy, woot! I adiscovered he also likes Bleach, Naruto and One Piece! (the ultimate shounen for yours truly!) and then we talked about the series instead of listening to the lecture, and guess what (grins widely, very, very widely) he says that Bleach has good story, nice fights, but its like all drama!!! (and romance too...he says IchiRuki, hehehehe), Naruto, good storyline, nice fights, a little better than Bleach, but tinged with drama too, then One Piece, his real favorite, is comedy and fights..hehehe...we talked more about anyway, and also about Death Note, least to say, our talk was more interesting than the lecture. Another friend, this time a girl, annoyed me the other day because she insisted SasuSaku will happen. she was so very adamant too. I am a SasuSaku supporter but her stand was just too...too I don't know...that it annoyed me. She was also NaruHina. And all because she read it in some damn forum. I shut up before letting my opinions rain down on her in an unrelenting storm because there had been no, and absolutely none, points that explicitly say something about the validity of these two pairings! Ah, I also met another guy friend! He is also into Bleach, and shounen. Lord, I love my school. He also knows Niponggo so he'll be teaching me! YaY for my being presumptous and being chatty with him five minutes after introduction! Yay! New phone too! Yay!


I am reading Terry Goodkind's first SoT book, Wizard's First Rule...can anyone tell me please if Kahlan and Richard will end up together?! please! I love spoilers!!!!!

After searching, racking and storming my brains for years. I finally now know the name of my ever favorite cartoon series.

it's Rocko's Modern Life.

I remember watching when i was a child but i didn't have any idea how long that was. Now, I know why I can hardly remember the name, it was over ten years ago. It has last aired on 1996. @_@

I really enjoyed cartoon then. Popeye, bugs Bunny, you know the classsics. But, sadly, right now, the only cartoons filling up my days are Courage The Cowardly Dog, Spongebob Squarepants, to name a few. No more of those 'newer version' Tom and Jerry adventures. please. I really do not like WINX club, Totally Spies and even WITCH. I mean, come on, such girly, girly stuff! Where is the fun in those cartoons? the laughs they're supposed to elicit from their viewers, children?

Mr. bean, The Simpsons, Family Guy and American Dad. The ind of cartoons I'm really interested in. But, sadly, seems like I'm the only one who thinks this way, everyone who I know seems to think my disliked cartoons are just GREAT.

Great, big sigh.

Better stick to animes.

My classmate has a sugar daddy...

didn't expect it too...very odd... > _ <

my classmate who i didn't expect will, is a drinker...

And finals are finally finished, Nov. 3 is the start for the second semester...I AM NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT.

: /

In short, life has been pretty bland...

I know, i know, its bad to be irresponsible. but I can't help it.

My computer died, so I need a new one.

And, I'm here at the internet cafe, trying to attempt to start a project whic is supposed to be a description of someone I intimately know that is at least, two pages.

I haven't started. 

I'm too lazy...

its due at two this afternoon...I have at most, two hours...

....and watching death note... you should watch it if you haven't

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YUP. :) Its the new ending of Bleach...blatantly IchiRuki so people will watch the new movie 

Ah, well, just watch it and you'll get what I mean...

Stop at 1:24 and you''ll get why i shouted (almost!) GO RUKIA!!!Run!!!!

And Ichigo was smiling..happily, I might add... :)

This is Silliman hall. The first and the oldest building of Silliman University. Currently, i'm finishing my studies here.
you can see our sea on the background. Its called the Boulevard. (Well, its actually polluted but is nice to see in the pictures, eh?
And i'm tired as hell. :D

YAY! I think I'm gonna be having fun!

After two weeks of school...I'm drained and tired. For our first test in Math, the result was far, far away from brilliant...
Damn..college is tiring..all those floors and stairs I need to walk to just to reach the classroom.

I want High School BACK!

Well, it was cute. Really funny, and...cute. Ha-ha, well, probably because....I don't even know the reason -__- hehehehe But really, Ohno is so cute. I mean the only cute characters there are really Sasahara, Kohsaka, Ohno, and Saki. I think the things that really endeared me to this anime is the story. Because it had me in stitches. Because I can relate to it. Poor Saki....because her boyfriend is an otaku, more like video games and anime/manga, she is quite desperately trying to get Kohsaka out of his otaku-ness. And what she really said about it was true, you can never be an otaku by trying, it just suddenly is there, and you can never go[?] from it. Yeah, I can relate. But I'm no otaku cause I'm humble. 

Now I can understand the feelings of those around me because of Saki *giggles* especially my family They're exasperated because I'm always on to anime and stuff, always hogging the computer, folders with manga chapters, a folder full with Bleach/ ichiruki pics, and, yes, anime op/ed songs...*sighs* its sad. My father used to rail against it, but now he's gotten used to it. He just glances at the current DVD I have then asks me to watch it later as he's still watching the news on the TV...then I'm left there while the family's sort of inside my parent's room watching teleseryes and stuff on the tv there. My family's so undersanding either that or they've simply given up on reforming/rehabilitating me.

Sasahara is cute too. I can relate to him. Ha-ha. The start of the episode was funny, real funny. And Kohsaka does indeed look as if he wasn't the type to be an otaku but may I add that he's fairly into the songs sung by his favorite seiyuu? Ah, Saki's experience as an otaku's girlfriend is tragic...and fun. Ha-ha. Well the Society for the Study of Modern Visual Culture Club is quite fun! I wish there was a similar club in my new university! then I'd join!!!!

Guess I have to start it myself then....